early morning drama

many words keep spinning in my head
it seems like my world is in a thread
between learning to love again
and fighting to avoid hurt and pain

could it be, ive given up on searching
for the one who is meant for me?
Or perhaps, He is just preparing
to actually meet the one, who will let me be

sometimes i grow tired
of waiting for "the" signs..
there was never really a standard,
just a "know how" between the lines

Will he ever come my way?
that is the question, i've got to face
someone to call my own..
and will never ever leave me feeling alone...