i tried to pretend not to be there
and show you how much I care
Cause I know that deep inside,
You will only see me as a friend behind
I tried to pretend that I'm glad for you,
Whenever you talk about someone new
But deep inside of me, I'm dying
Wishing I'm the one you are longing
I joke around my friends, pretending I'm okay
Showing that there is someone who brightens my day
Little did they know,its a role that I portray
Cause everytime i'm with you, I just cant pretend your away
I tried to pretend that I don't love you..
But inside my heart, i know I do..
But I can't afford to be hurt again..
Cause I know, I can never have you...