Monday, January 18, 2010

Denial

i tried to pretend not to be there
and show you how much I care
Cause I know that deep inside,
You will only see me as a friend behind

I tried to pretend that I'm glad for you,
Whenever you talk about someone new
But deep inside of me, I'm dying
Wishing I'm the one you are longing

I joke around my friends, pretending I'm okay
Showing that there is someone who brightens my day
Little did they know,its a role that I portray
Cause everytime i'm with you, I just cant pretend your away

I tried to pretend that I don't love you..
But inside my heart, i know I do..
But I can't afford to be hurt again..
Cause I know, I can never have you...

17 comments:

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Denizen said...

Reality Check

Why deny the feeling when it screams
Why hide the love when it teems
Why hurt in secret, let it stream
Be it known, be it heard by him

Let it lie hidden or let him know
It is your choice but both bring sorrow
Hide the secret, you hurt and pretend
Let him know, then let it end

You are special that is no secret
You should know it, your self needs a treat
To love is good but have a break
Don’t always put your heart at stake

Pretensions will bring you nowhere
Face your fear, lay it bare
You say you hide not to hurt again?
So in hiding, there’s no pain then?

Say you love him and you really do…
Then, move on and just let it go…

Denizen said...

By the way, nice one... :)

nahj12 said...

Hi denizen,
thanks again..

i really cant tell him.. not when I'm not yet ready to let him go.. but i guess he pretty much have an idea.. how i feel for him..

o kailan ka ulit mageemail.. it seems busy na busy tayo ah? kwentuhan tayo ulit..

Denizen said...

Hm... Some guys are really lucky. But as I said, give yourself a break. It's buying urself a laptop. :)

Sure, send me a mail. Tell me all about him. Well, if you don't mind.

jens said...

seems like song/lyric ??

nahj12 said...

its a poem actually.. thanks for dropping by jens

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dylan said...

EMO fren? lol

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Ishmael Fischer Ahab said...

What a sad poem. :-( And it somehow bring back some memories.

Well, I hope you find an exit to your dilemma.

Glad to find your site.

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