hayzzz.. who ever said life is fair.. that is what i always say to myself lately.. there are just some people who get to have all the happiness in world.. a good job, a happy family life, and contented personal life... but one thing that make me realize.. some people may have the best of everything.. but i am not empty handed. To think.. I should be thankful for what I have right now..
I may not have the perfect job? but I was one of the lucky ones who was able to finish my studies (because of a scholarship of course) and got a job which satisfied my necessities and even some of my luxuries. I was able to buy some food, clothes and even the water that I drink.. which is not free at all (lol). I was able to buy my personal computer (which is now my best friend)and cellphone (which I consider as my boyfriend. I would be lost without it... hahaha... ) unlike other people who cant even speak, don't have the ability to walk and don't even have the ability to see what I am able to see.. some people who can't even afford to go to school because of "who knows what reason".. (talk about blessings)...
I may not have the perfect family. my parents are not with me , but they are together. They are very supportive of what I can offer and always wants the best for me and my siblings and I miss them so much. My sister and I may not get along at all times, but at least I have a sister to be there for me. Who is always there to support me, to cook for me and her family if she has the luxury of time.. who argue with me when making a decision and trying to prove a point.. which sometimes makes me realize I was the one who made a mistake. A sister I could share my secrets with. My younger brother, whom I miss so much,cause I don't have anyone to run errands for me.. lol. We may often fight about little things that he always do.. but that's normal right? I just missed the times, I am teasing him about his girlfriends and past girlfriends (wow.. dinaig pa ko).and ofcourse.. I am also thankful for my super cute and makulit nieces and nephew. They are my angels. There maybe times that I don't feel so good and feel a little moody and they are getting on my nerves. but just a smile, a hug and a simple act of innocence will just make you laugh just looking at them. .everything melts away... I would just smile and give them a hug. (talk about blessings)
And ofcourse.. personal life? hayzzz.. many people would always ask me.. musta ang love life? very consistent.. they never fail to ask that whenever, they get a chance. lolz.. so bitter ba?. Well what can I say, I am not the lucky ones to have found the partner in life that they are destined to. Maybe not yet, maybe not at all. What can I say, "you can't have everything (beauty and brains but no love life) hahah.. kidding aside... I may be 27 but I am actually enjoying my single life (but those who wants to apply can now send their resume (lol)) .I am just waiting for that one person who will sweep me off my feet, not necessarily a prince charming but even a Shrek with a good heart (figuratively speaking) would do.. I may have heartaches in the past, but hey, heartaches made me a better person and a stronger one (mentally (huh) and emotionally). I may feel down at times, longing for a partner but that does not mean, I am lonely. Besides, I have my friends with me. Few true friends that I will always cherish. Some may be far from me, or rarely do I see them, but i know they are there..just being there. And I also have friends who are here just beside me. Cheering me up, supporting me whenever I am in doubt, helping me get all the stress out by simply making me smile and just accompanying me when I just want to be my crazy self. and that is the most I am thankful for.(you guys know who you are ). (talk about blessings)
so now.. maybe I could still say life still unfair, but you know what.. counting your blessings could make you realize that life could be unfair, but just put it in a positive tone... "I may not have everything that I want.. but at least I still have something to be thankful for."
Just sharing... this is what happens when you are awake in the middle of the night.. lolz