Yesterday's DAY

Well, yesterday, I accompanied a friend of mine and went to Manila city hall to get some papers her father in law needed, so after that.. we went directly to Trinoma after. (first time ko eh..) .. I've heard about that mall before, but never have I imagined that I will be going there (cause they say the place is for those "sossy" people. Anyway, we ate at Conti's (its like a pastry restaurant with different specialties of course (gaya lang ako kay jules) I just want to post some pic.





but one thing that caught my attention... is the place itself. I like the venue.and the light. lol.





ganda no.. sana light nalng ang place. joke.. Oh by the way, they have a small yet lovely comfort room.. I actually took a picture (being a picture addict but decided not to post it here), para syang walk in closet. Full body mirror pa ang andun.

anyway, after we ate and strolled around (which I think is just half of the place, we decide to take a rest on the veranda style of the place. In fairness.. maganda ang place. marerelax ka. If its not that hot, I would enjoy my pictorial galore. hahaha...







pati nga entrance ng mall, pinicture ako ng kasama ko.. hahahha... and kunwari, nag shopping galore. heheheh.. yon lang.. Just sharing.

A call from a member

Working in a call center, you get to receive calls from people with different personalities and different cultures. Just the other night, I received a call from a Swedish nationality. During our call, which lasted 30 minutes because of his stories, I was so amaze by the way he "promoted" his country. He even ask me about my own culture and language.. anyway.. He was even telling me to search about the Swedish Government, and I did.. I was amazed to know, from a citizen himself (but is now in the US) is so loving with his own country. He was telling me how the government of Sweden is more Democratic and also tells me how equal women and men are being treated. Such as when it comes to dating, on the first date, the guy could pay for the date. .but on the second or third, they should share (lol)Is this where they got the connotation of "dutch treat" or what we call KKB.. kanya kanyang bayad? lol. He also mentioned about the education that he is also inviting me to visit his country to study if I want. and all that stuff. By the end of the call, I told him, I would check on the information he gave me. So I did.. he also said about most of the site he visited about Sweden was ending in SE. lolz. Just want to share it. http://www.sweden.gov.se/

Blessing in Disguise

hayzzz.. who ever said life is fair.. that is what i always say to myself lately.. there are just some people who get to have all the happiness in world.. a good job, a happy family life, and contented personal life... but one thing that make me realize.. some people may have the best of everything.. but i am not empty handed. To think.. I should be thankful for what I have right now..

I may not have the perfect job? but I was one of the lucky ones who was able to finish my studies (because of a scholarship of course) and got a job which satisfied my necessities and even some of my luxuries. I was able to buy some food, clothes and even the water that I drink.. which is not free at all (lol). I was able to buy my personal computer (which is now my best friend)and cellphone (which I consider as my boyfriend. I would be lost without it... hahaha... ) unlike other people who cant even speak, don't have the ability to walk and don't even have the ability to see what I am able to see.. some people who can't even afford to go to school because of "who knows what reason".. (talk about blessings)...

I may not have the perfect family. my parents are not with me , but they are together. They are very supportive of what I can offer and always wants the best for me and my siblings and I miss them so much. My sister and I may not get along at all times, but at least I have a sister to be there for me. Who is always there to support me, to cook for me and her family if she has the luxury of time.. who argue with me when making a decision and trying to prove a point.. which sometimes makes me realize I was the one who made a mistake. A sister I could share my secrets with. My younger brother, whom I miss so much,cause I don't have anyone to run errands for me.. lol. We may often fight about little things that he always do.. but that's normal right? I just missed the times, I am teasing him about his girlfriends and past girlfriends (wow.. dinaig pa ko).and ofcourse.. I am also thankful for my super cute and makulit nieces and nephew. They are my angels. There maybe times that I don't feel so good and feel a little moody and they are getting on my nerves. but just a smile, a hug and a simple act of innocence will just make you laugh just looking at them. .everything melts away... I would just smile and give them a hug. (talk about blessings)

And ofcourse.. personal life? hayzzz.. many people would always ask me.. musta ang love life? very consistent.. they never fail to ask that whenever, they get a chance. lolz.. so bitter ba?. Well what can I say, I am not the lucky ones to have found the partner in life that they are destined to. Maybe not yet, maybe not at all. What can I say, "you can't have everything (beauty and brains but no love life) hahah.. kidding aside... I may be 27 but I am actually enjoying my single life (but those who wants to apply can now send their resume (lol)) .I am just waiting for that one person who will sweep me off my feet, not necessarily a prince charming but even a Shrek with a good heart (figuratively speaking) would do.. I may have heartaches in the past, but hey, heartaches made me a better person and a stronger one (mentally (huh) and emotionally). I may feel down at times, longing for a partner but that does not mean, I am lonely. Besides, I have my friends with me. Few true friends that I will always cherish. Some may be far from me, or rarely do I see them, but i know they are there..just being there. And I also have friends who are here just beside me. Cheering me up, supporting me whenever I am in doubt, helping me get all the stress out by simply making me smile and just accompanying me when I just want to be my crazy self. and that is the most I am thankful for.(you guys know who you are ). (talk about blessings)

so now.. maybe I could still say life still unfair, but you know what.. counting your blessings could make you realize that life could be unfair, but just put it in a positive tone... "I may not have everything that I want.. but at least I still have something to be thankful for."

Just sharing... this is what happens when you are awake in the middle of the night.. lolz

World Class Profession Tag

World Class Profession Tag
23 July 2008
Got tagged by Inkee

INSTRUCTIONS

1. Copy and paste everything to a new post and Add your name next to your profession (or profession-to-be for undergrads) in the list. Make sure your name is linked to your blog/webbie.

Tip: For easier capture of links, paste into your blog using the “Visual” (for WP) and Compose (for Blogger) modes (not Edit HMTL or HTML).

2. If your profession is not in the list then simply add it to the correct alphabetical place. For example, if you want to add PLUMBER then it should be placed in between ONCOLOGIST and QUEEN.

3. Tag as many people as you can and witness how your technorati will explode!

4. Don’t forget to link back.

THE WORLD CLASS PROFESSIONS

Architect - Nona
Blogger -
Call Center Agent - Hannah
Doctor -
Entrepreneur - Inkee
Nurse - Mckhoii,
Stay-at-Home-Mom - Mai, Alpha, Yen
Teacher -
University Employee - Suzanne

I’m passing this tag to Dylan and Jules

Undecided

here i go again, feeling sorry for myself,
wondering what went wrong..
have i done something to deserve this pain..
my heart just wanted you for so long..

i thought there was something special between us
i guess my thoughts had fooled me
to forget you.. i guess, is now a must
cause i know.. this is never meant to be

I tried to reach out to you.. to express what i feel
am i right to think that something seems to hinder,
cause i cant seem to make it out.. i don't know what's the deal
should i keep hoping.. or should i not just bother

I'm tired of falling.. am i to wait for forever?
Cause seeing you so near.. yet i cant seem to reach you
making things so clear.. i will have you never
But one thing is for sure,, what i feel for you is true

I wish not to let you go.. but its better off this way
you'll always be the person.. who will always have my heart
I do want to let you know.. you're being missed every single day
If only I have a choice, We will never be apart...

The Surprise.. LOL

Well.. a special request from a friend..


Well.. just want to share this... Last July 9, it was my 27th Birthday.. yes.. I am already 27.. and still pretty and feeling young.. hahah.. There is this guy at work.. who I grew very fond of, had given me an unexpected birthday gift.(uyyy.. unexpected daw.. lolz) actually.. I was just teasing him and asking for my birthday gift..given the fact that we are indeed close..but I did not really expect that he will indeed get me one.. And guess what.. he gave me this really cute and huggable bear.You may think that.. ang babaw ko naman.. parang bear lang.. but the thing here is that.. that bear is one dream that just came true.. a stuffed toy.. that came from someone very special to me. He may not know that.. but he is indeed special.. and the gift.. no matter what it was.. will always be special... I hope he knows.. how that really meant for me..."kung pwede nga lang.. binalot na nga lang sana nya sarili nya para sakin.. ok na ok ako dun.. heheh.. "

torpe song

I just want to share this one as well.. thought of the resemblance with the first video? ika nga ng kanta.. kung di ngayon ..kailan pa.. so sa mga torpe.. magsalita na.. hahahha.. or you may not know.. in the end..you just might lose the person.. you thought you had all along..


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Hate that I Love You So

Check this out..

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Migraine

One of my favorite song and video.. maybe because I could relate to it very well.. just want to share it with you guys.. enjoy..


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Hannah's Poem

This poem was made by a friend last 03/19/03. It was meant to be a cheer up poem when me and my ex broke up. I just came across this upon going over my old things: Jonahbaby.. Thanks..


Speak not of what you know

not even of your deepest sorrow

let by gones be by gones

to freedom you should run


Let go of the pain

Let it flow to where it should drain

brighter tomorrow shall you face

As the day brings you grace


Now shall you come out from darkness

And instead live life with happiness

For the most important person is yourself

And not of anyone's help.


Date produced: 03/19/03

Date Expired: When you have moved on

Have I finally found the one?

A simple smile from you,
would mean a lot
for with that simple smile,
my world turned bright as the sun..

The very first time I've met you..
you were able to catch my attention..
There seems to be a force in me..
That I can't seem to ignore

I would want to be with you,
I would like to try
Though I've just been from a heartache,
You seem to have captured my mind..

I must admit, at first I have doubts,
For I don't want to fall and get hurt again..
But what can i do, if your always on my mind..
I can't seem to forget you.. no matter how i try..

After all this years of searching.
After all this years of waiting,
Is it possible, that I've found him?
The one, who'd swift me off my feet?

Maybe so, or maybe not,
But how am I to know?
That your the one,
I've been waiting for.. all this time..

Still

Why is it that everytime I close my eyes
I see you staring at me
And wonder if there's a possibility
That those stare will ever be for real

Could it be I'm starting to like you
Could it be I'm starting to fall
Could it be this time it's for real
That I'm actually inlove with you

If this is a dream, I don't want to wake up
How i wish I could just sleep forever
If that is what it takes to have you close to me
I'd rather be dreaming where its only you and me

Cause everytime i wake up, reality sets in
For the possibility of you loving me is never
For I know, there's someone else in your heart
That could make you smile everytime she's around

I know i have no right to feel this way
but what can i do, if my heart longs for you
But rest assured, i'll always stay the same
no matter what, I'm still here loving you....

Strangers

We started out as strangers, a person i barely know
And wouldn't even bother to say hi and hello
But then you came to me, like a lightening bolt that struck
Ever since the day, I have known the real you

At first, I would not even care, if i wouldn't see your face
But now i feel so lonely, I feel so lost and in a daze
Cause now its not my eyes that longed to see your smile
It is my heart that seeks you, and I don't even try

Of all the people I know, why am I so attracted to you
When you won't even bother, to see this feelings full of hue
But who am i to you, a stranger you won't care for
Someone you barely see, someone who seems to love you more

You seem so near, yet so far
And just a look at you makes my heart scar
For I know, you have someone else in your heart
Someone so precious, and you don't even want to part

If I'd be given a chance to tell you how I feel
I'd rather keep quiet and show you this is for real
For no words can compare, what I have for you inside
I love you more than anything, this feeling I tried to hide

I hope and I pray, that if it is not meant to be
I'd like to stop loving, before the pain could kill me
It hurts me so much, whenever I see you
Because I know, I can never have you...

Could it be you?

I lie awake at night, trying to not to think of you
Not knowing what to say, not knowing what to do
I see you every time, and you never fail to make me smile
Even just a glimpse from afar, I feel I can walk a thousand miles

What have you done to make me feel like this?
I don't think I deserve to feel this way
I was just silent and having the time of my life
Until you came and ruin it, by dropping that wonderful smile

You serve as an inspiration, in my day to day life
You're the one that keeps me going on, moving up till I reach the top
In my life that seems to begin to falter
You were there at the right time, being my crying shoulder

But every time, I thought of you,
And all the possibilities in the world
I can't seem to wonder, will I ever get to keep you?
Or would you just pass by just like how the others did?

I do hope you will stay, and keep my heart protected
From falling once again and leave my soul unmended
I never want to love again, until you came along
Please let it be the last, its you, I want and nothing more.

I need no more of pain, for that is what I grew up on
So please, tell me you'll stay, that it was you all along
The one that I've been waiting for all my life's journey
And the person, who I can say, that is really meant for me.

Hopeless

Why am I feeling so blue?
Every time that your not here
Could it be because I'm missing you
and maybe because, I want you near

I keep asking myself, lying awake at night
why should i be missing you, If you were never at my side
I know i should not fall, for i don't have the right
For you don't even care for this feelings I try to hide

Silly me for wanting you, Stupid me for loving you
How could I ever thought you'd feel the same way too
When you are too busy seeking for someone new
Rather than looking at me whose always behind you.

I don't ever want to feel this way
Don't let me love you further than I do
For I know, my heart will just be gray
Since I know, I can't be with you

Just walk away now, and leave me alone
While I can still stand even on my own
While I can still survive my day to day
Since I can never ever make you stay.

Pretentions

We started out as strangers, hi and hello would do

Until the day you told me, "can i be friends with you?"

We began to talk, have casual conversations

Even to the point, we share sweet revelations



Never even thought, we could come this far

Having different personalities in particular

We get along well, and so they say

This could be a way, to turn night into day



But suddenly a halt was made

For what reasons, I am unaware

I tohught you are the one who could have stayed

Obviously I was wrong to assume you were rare



No one else is to blame with this

Only me who assumed, this way is for bliss

Or was I right to have felt the way I did

Its only you who is on denial on what our hearts can read



I'm now in pain, so I'm letting you go

I don't want this feeling, nor don't plan to let you know

You've hurt me enough for me to keep pretending

That I'm okay but deep inside I'm dying



Just walk away and leave me alone

Leave me here to sober and mourn

Tomorrow will be a brand new day for me

Something to look forward to, something to fill my heart with glee.

Letting Go.. Moving On

What ever happened to us?

What happened to the love that I thought would last

The promise of holding on to each other

Was broken and it seems, you just didn't bother



What have I done to deserve this pain

All I did was I learned to love again

But would all the time, love would be this way?

Will it always end up and making me gray?



Friendship begun within us, we started out right

Until it felt so constant, we made each other's day bright

I thought at last I finally found you

The one I thought would make my dream come true



I guess it was wrong for me to think

That in spite of distance, you've really fallen for me

But then you were gone in an instant, like a blink

Just like how you came into my life and filled it with glee



You left me no choice but to end all this

I guess I really have to say goodbye

As much as I would like to keep you in my life

Which I thought all the while you are my forever bliss..



Goodbye to you my Angel, forever you'll be a part of me

The one who once made me what I am to be

Forever I'll be grateful for the memories although short

They will remain in the its for whatever its worth

Sunshine

Just in the Nick of time, you came into my life
And despite of it all, accepted me fully
Very special, this is how you made me feel
Inspiring me to move on and try again
Every words you say, every act you do
Retains in my heart forever will be cherished
Moment wouldn't pass without a thought of you
Only reminds me, how lucky I am to have you
Understanding and communication, I very much appreciate
Loving me completely, and always being there.
I feel so blessed to have you here with me
Can I keep you forever, I wouldn't want you to leave
Valuing the relationship that's how we would last
I'll forever be grateful for the love that you've shown
Long distance I know could be difficult indeed
Love would find its way if we really are who is meant
Always will I love you, I hope you know that
Never will I give up, inspite of all the trials to come
Unfulfilled dreams, could they finally come true
Every single promises, could they all this time be fulfilled
Visibility of your love, is evident for always
And that is what made me love you more

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The first time I met you, I never thought I'd fall

I never even thought, you'll be the I'd adore

I never had imagined, I would even get to know you

For during those times, we both have our own lives.



Few years had past, haven't heard from each other

Never crossed my mind, I'd be seeing you again.

Could it be a coincidence, or its fate that is

That bought us together, to be as friends and our paths to meet



Thinking about it, it could be were meant to be friends

But could it be destiny, for me to fall for you

It could be for learning, or simply to make me feel it

To make me realize, I could love once again



I was hurt once before, and thought I could never stand up

But you gave me hope for love to grow once more

Your presence put a smile in my heart

Though sometimes it aches, I hate for you to be apart.



I feel so happy, whenever I see you

Though most of the time, I try not to

For hurting is destined, I fear

Cause your still owned by another you love dear



Why does it always have to be me in the losing side..

I never did something wrong but to love

You said you love me and you don't want to lose me

The feeling is mutual, your my life, your my all



But if loving you, keeps hurting someone else,

I'd rather give you up than suffer in the end

Selfish of me you may say, but i'd rather feel the pain now,

Than happiness now and misery in the end



I never want to give you away

How I wish you could always stay

And if its destiny that bought us back together

This time, more than friends, then I'll gladly accept the offer



You know how much I love you, you know how much I care

But time would not permit us to be together

Maybe its not yet time, maybe its not for now

Or maybe, just maybe, it was never meant to be



Bye for now my friend, for I have to dissapear in this cruel world I'm in

But please be assured, I'm here, I'll never leave your side

As I have always promised, I'll always be your guide

I LOVE YOU my dearest FRIEND..

Come back

Why did we have to end this way
After all that's been said and done
We used to be together, night and day
Today they're just mem'ries, now that you are gone

You are my everything, you are my knight
You were the one who brought me back to life
Now you're the one who broke my heart too
My dreams, has been shattered, because of you

I thought we have something to last forever
I thought the parting would come to never
Why didnt i see it coming sooner
Now you have left me, and it makes me sober

You left me with nothing, my life you took away
Since the day you left me, my life has been astray
You know your the only one that makes me go on living
Without you beside me, how could I go on fighting

What could i do , to have you back once more
For I would not deny, your just the one I adore
Please stay with me, and never let me go
cause I'm the only one, who could love you so.

goodbye

What have I done to deserve this pain
When all I did was love you in vain
I gave you everything, my heart and my soul
But all you did was just let me fall

I thought i have fin'lly found, the best man for me
But then all this time, I was just too blind to see
That everything for you, is just a game to play
Whereas I thought, you're the only one to brighten my day

At first, everything has been running smoothly
We loved each other and even promised eternity
But where have all the promises gone
They just disappeared completely without knowing what I've done

Memories is all I have left of you
Although short, I can definitely say its full of hue
Forever they'll be cherished , no matter what
In spite of this pain, I'll still thank you for that

Letting you go is hard to do
But its better this way, than to remain untrue
I know I'm not really the real love you're looking for
Your still holding on to the past, She's the one, I know you adore.

In Denial

I tried to ignore you...I tried to forget you...

I tried to forget the fact that i'm falling for you..

I tried to stay away from the person that brightens my day

I tried to let go.. but the feelings just dont fade away

What do I have to do.. for me to get over you...

What do you want me to say.. for me to be on my way

You are only hurting me, although you dont intend to

You always make me wonder, how life would be with you

I tried to fight this feeling, I have inside of me

I guess I keep denying, that this thing is meant to be

It could be for teaching me lessons that i need to learn

Or simply you are the one, who would love me faithfully

How I wish that I could read your mind..

And not just guess what is there to find

Unclear of signs that you are leaving behind

It could be you are just being so kind

I wanted to tell you, how much I longed for you

But I don't know if you feel the same way too

I'm tired of guessing.. i'm scared of assuming

I'm tired of getting hurt cause I keep on falling

Maybe somewhere.. somehow .. someday

You'll have enough courage to speak up and say

What am I to you... and what you really feel

And not just keep on guessing what's the real deal

Whenever I feel down or whenever I feel blue

My day just seems complete even for just a glimpse of you

I hope someday you'll find, that in your heart you'll see

You are the one I'm looking for.. the one that's meant for me..

is this finally goodbye?

bidding goodbye.. is difficult..
for my heart still yearns for you
you have been part of my life..
and I'll surely be miss you so
I wonder what will happen..
If I will ever be the same..
cause you have been part of my bliss
the memories, i never will forget..
thank you for the genuine smile,
the laughters are indispensable
you always seem to brighten my day..
It won't be complete without you
but no matter, how much i want you to stay...
this pain inside keeps killing me slowly
not knowing.. if you feel the same
Cause you wont even tell me just what I am to you